Saturday, December 25, 2004
`[
Tomorrow will be the last day for me in Singapore, that is till the new year. I'll be spending my first hours of 2005 in Shanghai, where it'll be my first time in China. Wonder how would it be like?
Anyway, I was just recently at a Supercamp gathering. There I met my long-lost friends - Cheryl, Johannes, Nick, Stephanie, Lewina, Jing Jing, Shulin, Wee Beng, Meaghan, Anthony. Well, not exactly a big gathering, but hey, it was once in a long while since I had a last gathering with them.
However, the big thing that suits the theme of this blog happens to be when three of us (Cheryl, Jing Jing and myself) were on the way back home. We were discussing on the subject on relationship, and yet, it all came back to me that I should let go of her.
Why?
She was an attention seeker. She had a boyfriend. She did not bother with you. She was in a world of her own. She was totally in her own wild manner. She's not suitable for you. (The list goes on.)
However, no matter how hard I try, I just cannot lose thought of her. She's like a person I just cannot forget, just like in the same catergory of my grandma. However, this was what people advised me - 'Just leave her a soft spot in your heart, just like a memory, put aside but not forgotten.'
Oh well, looks like I have to leave her in my memories of secondary school life. =(
To one and all who read my blog, au revoir and see you next year. =)
[` Wishing for you ...]
at
9:43 PM