Wednesday, February 16, 2005
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Okay, fine. I have not been writing here for quite sometime and I feel that this blog has more than its fair share of pain. Ohwell. Maybe this blog really has lived up to its name - Confessions...
Why is it not fair that people cannot always have what they want? Must they compromise? Must they feel hurt when they are rejected? Must they feel pain and depressed when these things happen? It's just so unfair.
For me, I'm no different... Chances and opportunities that slipped through my fingers are uncountable, maybe infinite. Allow me to just scream out right here and now..
*ARGH !!! IT"S JUST NOT FAIR! ... I RATHER THAN YOU ALLOW ME TO JUST STAY IN A CORNER AND BE MYSELF, YOU SICK PEOPLE... [crys]
Can't I be allowed to cahse a girl and be successful? Can't I be a person in my own right? Can't I just miss someone and hope that person miss me too? Can I be just simply myself? ...
Maybe it's fate. Maybe it's just my luck. Maybe it's just me... Maybe maybe maybe... I suppose I can write their names down here...
Ying Yi.. Wei Ting.. Debra.. Edwina... ='(
[` Wishing for you ...]
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